Having your own Universe is no more a Dream, if you have decided to action now. However, you will need to imagine it first, so that you can visualize it in your mind, and then working towards it. I believe everyone should have their own dream, whether it succeed or fail I think it doesn’t matter. It’s the process that makes it more meaningful, and not the end results. Even if it doesn’t succeed, we should still keep the Dream alive, as long as we live, because it can certainly help to motivate us, to continue to move forward or excel.

The idea behind creating your own “Universe”, can means creating lots of things, not really referring to the actual Universe. I’m just using the term Universe to refer to things which is unimaginable, something huge and doesn’t seem to have a border. Working towards your own “Universe” can involve lots of hard work and time, but most importantly we should stay focus and positive at times. Things don’t just work out right in the first place, it’s an ongoing process that we need to understand. Who knows, maybe once all the obstacles are cleared, even before you realized it, you are already in your own “Universe”.

I know its tough, but I believe if everyone is willing to make an effort to do it, its not say impossible. It’s an ongoing process, we eventually have to learn it, unless you are saying that you are not preparing to work in team, and just want to do things alone. Following are the 5 major things that I have been reminding myself in every way, especially when working in team.

• Keep an open mind, and don’t always think that others are wrong and you are right.
• Don’t be afraid when obstacles or failures arise, do not let them stop you. And certainly do not let them lead to blame. When something goes wrong, learn from it and find your way through.
• Don’t treat your team members as people working for you, instead you should think that they are here to help you. The main idea here is to respect everyone as an individual.
• Be practical and honest when it comes to contributing ideas, discuss and interact more with the team members, to understand more about their perspectives.
• Always do your best, and work hard for it!

It’s not easy for me now to imagine how having a Dream can be of any help, especially after hearing alot of people telling me how they used to have many dreams when they were young, and slowly those dreams have eventually died down.

I realized that time is moving a little slow for me recently, I do not feel as motivated or inspired as before, I used to think that we are all doing things for a purpose, but right now I do not feel that there is any purpose at all. I’m not sure if this is only temporary, due to the fact that 2 of my closest kins left me all within one week.

I keep having a very strange feeling within me, both my parents who have brought me to this World, have already left me, and its now up to myself to run my own life. In reality, people have been telling me most of the things are already planned, so in a way I can’t really control everything. And for the things that I have considered to be in control, is just part of the plan.

So in the end, I will think that how do I actually run my own life? I mean I can still run it, but there is still a limit to what I can do (according to fate). I guess for now its just doing my best in every way, and not think about the outcome, hopefully I can continue to keep my dream alive as long as I live…

How is it like when 2 of your closest kins just left you straight in a row? I felt so empty inside and probably lost for a few days, suddenly there is no energy left inside me. But then you have to think how long can your grieve? I am telling myself to turn these nagative energy to positive ones.

Life still goes on, and its up to you to decide how you want to lead it. I still can remember very clearly in my mind, how my mum, vincent’s mum, my mum and I spent our times together… All those good times shall remain in my heart as long as I’m alive in this World.

After these 2 incidents, they have taught me how to treasure my life more, and care for those around me. Time flies, and I believe we should not waste our time anyhow, if possible we should use our real life experience to influence or help those that are still suffering. Although it’s impossible to help all, but as long as we did our best, there will be no regret…

It’s not easy, but I know these days will come, and I’m well-prepared to face it anytime. I like to take this post to thank my mum for all the great memories she has given me. It’s hard to express my feeling towards her in words, but I always felt so lucky to be with her, because she is the only one that can really tolerate me, and giving me her full support whenever possible. If not for her, I will not be who I am today.

I strongly believe that both my parents will always be by my side watching over me, therefore I shall not let them down, and live a fullest life of my own. And I like to thank those (friends and relatives) who have helped us through during this toughest time, if not for them, I guess we won’t be able to make it.

If possible for now, I like to tell my mum that I’m glad that all her pain has gone for good, but all the memories she has given me, be it good or bad shall remain deep in my heart, and continue to influence me along the way…

I used to ask a lot of why when I was young, but as I grew up, I realized that the chance of me asking why is reducing. It’s not that I have clear all my doubts, but rather the questions I have so far are never answered. For examples, the questions I often have are related to life, and usually I cannot find answers to them directly. The more why I ask, the more miserable I will become, therefore in order to stay focus and not bothered by external pressure, I will often remind myself to follow the path through with an open mind, and treat it as part of a journey towards a better tomorrow. Regardless of all the things I have gone through now, I still strongly believe in miracles. I don’t know for now, but miracles might be something that could happen within us, rather than our surroundings.